when im old..enough
I despise the reason and the means
to think politely.
the world can only drag me down hill
at this point.
and looking up seems to hurt more and more
despite the brightness of the sun.
my insides cry out just to hold back the silence.
bleed internally
this injustice
the noise that keeps the lack
of sleep on my shoulders.
why must we hurt for them.
but their still is love inside.
oh, their is love.
we drew the lines
just to watch our courage
fall from their distance.
potentially
it could be the worst that comes out from all this.
my insides cry out just to hold back the silence.
bleed internally
this injustice
the noise that keeps the lack
of sleep on my shoulders.
why must we hurt for them.
but their still is love inside.
oh, their is love.
you flood your feeling with no life boat.
and the light house is much to far away.
but all i see is safety these days.
the east coast is winning the bet for my fate.
but today im not 18.
and tonight is just sinking solitude.
i’ll wait when im old enough
Where I Can’t See
..and you just can’t stay..
too far away
..and you just can’t be
too far from me
just please don’t leave me..don’t leave me
you just can’t smile where I can’t see
i know its right
you just can’t be without me
when love exists
worlds fall apart
i know this well
because it wants the gold we have
so stay strong through this.
if these ropes that hold me around you would turn
to steel
maybe just maybe.. they won’t break us apart
i don’t know if this is what it should be
but all i know is that Im happy with eyes bright blue
and i just don’t want to be with out you
just tell me quickly if you feel this too.
..and you just can’t stay..
too far away
..and you just can’t be
too far from me
you just can’t smile where I can’t see
you just can’t be with out me
im restlessly tangled in the ropes around you
cuz i will hopelessy blush like your rose when you want
me too