The sad soul
trapped inside this body,
reaching and begging
for someone to just understand
the feeling,
the burning,
the screaming inside.
where its no longer quiet tonight.
What breaks your heart
And blows your mind?
Going through life knowing truth
Exists, but never seeking.
Unconditional love is mind spearing.
To die for a world who hates you,
Doesn’t know you,
Doesn’t want to,
And still love unconditionally.
We are set back with these bodies,
But if we could ignore the elements,
Inside our souls are floating
Pent up staring from the inside
Through the glossy scales.
we all sit at distances
from people,
not worth reaching,
leaving spaces not
worth filling.
Separating ourselves
continually.
and wondering why we feel alone.
your covered in skin
that traps your potential
prisioner to this mortal body,
keeping you from achieving greater,
and makes you feel attached to feeling.
set back by just breathing.
look inside her eyes
and know, who she really is
was not who you see.
she is the essence
breathed into something living
a log of memory,
experice,
hurt,
and suffering.
were all just doing what we
can to make it
and yet we sit at that distance
and judge the other soul for doing the same.
you look deep into those
beautiful eyes and know
these are not just brain functions
these are not just here words
poured out into a sorrow pool
of perfect poetry.
and the music is not just a melody
its love spilled into the prolonging
of a word and harmonized by a tune,
captivating your being.
its your soul singing
pouring out your heart into
the lyrics
you just want him to look back at you
and really see you for who you are
for a moment,
for a second
without falling through the distance.
you want God to know your heart
and that theres truly no other
friend in the society of christian believers
like the ones who don’t believe
the ones who are dear to me.
to obtain
to fathom
a God we can wrap our
head around
is not worth serving.
my brain is a cup of salt water,
that cannot know the ocean fully.
this is beautiful. you are beautiful. i love when you write!