The Fall Out

April 27, 2009 at 12:54 am (Uncategorized)

allot goes through my mind in this sequence of events
a sky-lit drive before the fall out of friends
to much has been said
but just know..
i wonder if it keeps you awake at night
i wonder if its all enough for you
and mostly i wonder if its fate or fear that’s got a hold of you
just know…Im not coming back
your true colors show the light you lack
hold on to your sympathy..
i have no room in my heart for it
only reality, or maybe its fantasy.. to find real friends
and so you leave me on the streets
hope has replaced the fear
I only hope you made it on time my dear
have you fulfilled your retribution to me?
did i suffer enough for your scar let friends?
all i see in these streets are silhouettes of pain
i awoke with this solid feeling
patience was all i had to give you. but you use it only for your double dealing plans
sail away, your leaking boat if you think it will get you far
two lives could not be saved tonight only one
I’ll jump into the blue for you, just so you dont have to worry about the weight holding you down
nice to know all i need to do to make you happy is drown
and once i leave I’m never coming back
you are forgiven, but have no part of me anymore
because allot has been swayed by your lips
consider this the fall out

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From Such Great Heights

April 19, 2009 at 5:23 pm (Uncategorized)

The day after this ridiculous parade.

Its raining a bitter taste.

Not to worn out lungs.

Your selfish bliss is insecure.

tell me love.

its been a long time since you fell down.

with such great heights, comes a great big fall.

everyone does.

but you built yours too high this time.

let me know when you hit the ground.

i wanna be there when your perfect hope makes a hopeless sound.

just cry it baby.

the world will scream.

He’s fallen down.

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I found a way There you are there you were just the same just the way it seems to me you stand so blank cant read your face cant find whats wrong cant find that place breathe into my lungs one more time breathe in my sympathy well ill be here just for your feeling just when you need me please don’t look away you need me all of me or nothing thats what you said I love that I found my way through your heart cuz i just couldn’t take the blackness but I held on I found a way to escape you found my body amusing but I did not let you win excuse my apathy words could only sound so lovely blank desires mean nothing I will relinquish this selfish feeling away with these dispersed thoughts that seem healing cut or strip myself of all its meaning which ever sounds more appealing but I held on I found a way and there you are there you were just the same

April 10, 2009 at 2:45 am (Uncategorized)

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for someone so close you have become the enemy its your blood, but its mine too yet still you spill out anger that once pulsed through your veins honestly love you were not the only one in pain honestly love the lines were to thick on such thin skin poison rushing down your lips have made its home in my thoughts your the reason love holds a bad memory for me intentions had fought back the heavy tears only to be brought back in your ears well done. you have painted hate that can out shine the sun let me be the first to say well done see the nothing that im left with, knowing you are empty see the pieces you shattered that reflect a perfect image of rage see the monster you have made the part of me that cried for you the part of me you were blind to continue to welcome all that has never helped you let it be your comfort a pillow for your shame when the world crashes on you still never let your pride go these feeble wings will bring you down baby brother though i have failed you my love has a silhouette that shapes you baby brother love seems weak to you but if mine were weak, I would have left and yet i wait another night for you to realize that simple truth.

April 1, 2009 at 9:40 pm (Uncategorized)

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