never breathed pure air before, until i stood by u. never tasted perfect eyes until your tears poured into my thoughts. what have u done with my body? how could u do this to me? i swear ive never felt before, until touch found your hands. and as my lungs tapped into the mornings fresh air, my thoughts sang to me “its your blood on the floor” she said your old self shall awake no more. his infalible lips echoed in my aching ears as i woke in darkness and screamed where did you go? i questioned fate when u left, i swore destiny would be my death. then u said i am here, dont you leave me, remember this world means nothing if you leave, remember my luv you are everything to me. i believe, and thats when it hit me…its her blood on the floor, my old self shall awake no more.

March 31, 2009 at 2:01 am (Uncategorized)

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through your eyes i have seen your soul…my colored facination. with out you, my love i will not live in a world where you are not. say you will never leave. dreams are the theme of the mind forseen. with out you, my love, i am not. this world is like a nightmare, but you are the sleep that keeps me sane. i now hope in a hopeless world. only because you held me ther, only because you were ther. with out you my love, my world is not. just dont ever leave. the lines may hold this world together, but they hold not my fate. with out you, my love, the world holds my soul in vain

March 26, 2009 at 4:36 pm (Uncategorized)

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the dance

March 24, 2009 at 10:44 pm (Uncategorized)

dont you tell me my feet arent right for this part
dont you tell they wont get me that far
im alone ina room filled with people
but that wont stop me tonight or ever
my feet have claimed the floor
its too late you cant stop me anymore
the music has wrapped me in its arms once again

but the dance doesnt begin until you take the lead
will you take my hand?
glide me thru air as if on wings?
dont forget to breathe
the flooor stands still
while your hearts on strings
dont forget to breathe
take my hand as you take the lead

i wont stand between your thoughts of what you cant decide
i will stand in the part that was meant for me
arms extending
legs are bending
as we twist and turn in this musical flow
just promise me that u wont let me go

but the dance doesnt begin until you take the lead
will you take my hand?
glide me thru air as if on wings?
dont forget to breathe
the flooor stands still
while your hearts on strings
dont forget to breathe
take my hand as you take the lead

we have nothing to fear
nothing to hide
nothing could be more right
this song
this dance
leaves me wrapped in your arms tonight
star lit dance reflected in your
sunset eyes
nothing could be more right

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thoughts of the day

March 24, 2009 at 10:41 pm (Uncategorized)

in a room with eyes that look at you with nothing to turn them
they look at you because their confused
they have no goal
they have no life
they have nothing but whats inside
but whats inside them?
emptyness fills their body’s atmosphere
instead of being valued for what youve done
your valued for what you have
instead of working this generation has set the tone of “convienence”
your there, ill take you
your not there, i wont take you
whats the point of guns?
for shooting
whats the point of bullets?
for killing
same goes for your loaded heart, and open mouth
your fuel is the lies you consume just to get you through another day
believe whats impossible for your thoughts, when you were created, ask youself
was it by the same mind?
or was it greater than mine?
without the truth
you speak with a sober mind
and a drunk heart!

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Misused

March 24, 2009 at 10:40 pm (Uncategorized)

As his words slowly tame you for your shame.
As his words slowly tame your name.you lose all of what you gained
quick love is a fools demand
he’ll do anything to hold your hand
a loss of trust may replace your love for lust.

now am on the edge of losing it
now im on the edge of losing you
maybe one loss gains one truth
maybe my love was misused

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May a broken heart appease your broken soul

March 24, 2009 at 10:39 pm (Uncategorized)

tonight you make the most of what’s right, cuz u know its the best side of this life.
crashing down you’re closing in,  letting go im giving in.
into your lips i commit my sin.
journey with me down this road once more.
yes we’ve been broken once before
so let the pieces fall.
let them connect our broken side, yes let them connect our best side. just let our different worlds collide…

chorus: If you fall, i cant promise im strong enough to catch u,
but at least i can say ill fall with u,
least its certain ill fall too.
who cares where it leads,
i just wanna end up with u.

let me unlock your chains to the weight of this world superman. ]i cant take it all away, but at least i can understand…..
what its like to be thrown aside,
to trust a fake soul,
to cover up the empty hole.
i might be young, but i feel pain too.
i might be weak, but my broken heart is the best i can do,
i just hope its good enough for u.

chorus: and if you fall,
i cant promise im strong enough to catch u, but at least i can say ill fall with you,
least its certain ill fall too.
who cares where it leads, i just wanna end up with u..”

in all of this hurt in life are we left with dust?
please believe
into your love i commit my trust.
sometimes i forget to breathe, and with you,
so easily.
i just want to breathe, so just let me breathe.
i just want to feel, so just let me feel,
and if its pain, i want to feel it for you

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